*Just to Express*

The more I sit the more I think, the more I think the more I sink. Down down into the unknown, it’s dark it’s cold I feel alone. I see the future I see the past, but the present has not yet to be cast. There are so many options and different ways to go, my mind becomes blocked and here comes the woe. Presence please present yourself so I can discard what does not serve me and walk my path to wealth, happiness, love and prosperity. Is that too much to ask in this day and time, or should I pretend that everything is fine?

When I sit in stillness to strengthen that connection, it feels real it feels true, but why not last and stay the way or at least give me a solid clue. I get it, I do, and I can hear you say, “What would be the point if I gave it away? Give you the blueprint, the blueprint to life, it would be no fun, no lessons to learn to overcome the strife.” So then I ask and I ask with grace, can you help me through this stressful place? It hurts, it’s hard, it makes me sick, I feel like it’s not suppose to be like this. If you say be still, be present, stay in the now, you have to find yourself in the midst of the crowd. I’ll try, I will, I’ll try my best, but these trials and tests need to give it a rest. I’m here, I want more out of life, I’ll do my part, I don’t want to waste it, I’ll do meaningful things that aligns with my heart. Just show me how to find presence and stillness within, that lasts enough to get to the next soul-full win.

-Jus2Express