*Just to Express*

Cleared space developing with grace internally my compass is off kilter, now needing a new pace. My breath is heavy shallow and unsteady, I can’t find the ease that doesn’t suffocate within my belly. It’s stuck, confined and having difficulty to unbind. Every breath feels aligned with words unsaid, I feel like vomiting, I have to get this out before I’m dead.

To you… it feels there’s pressure and fear, the words want to stay in, it thinks rejection is clear. But the pressure to try lingers behind and decides to wait until synchronicity aligns. It all wants to come out, to see the light of day and regardless of what happens, to try anyway. What if this is it, gate 59 persists, ignited the intimacy connection and bliss…I called you in, you didn’t resist, dream states still confirms, my subconscious hasn’t quit. If all this is too much and it’s off track with your resolve, tell me once and for all, so we walk in line with what’s meant for us to evolve.

~jus2express~