*Just to Express*

I’m on a marathon, a marathon to become, a whole person who’s been put together with conscious satisfaction. I won’t stop, I refuse, to be left undone, because conquering this life means more to me than some. I’ll cry, I’ll write, I’ll yell out loud and do much more before I’d think to pierce my crown. Life gets hard with a host of bad days and even some harsh ones, but to take my life without a fight is something I won’t bet on.

Duality is a hell of a thing when you sit and think about it, we have day we have night we have life we have death, but there’s no way to permanently change it. It’s the opposites that make things feel so much of what they share, how would we know how good happy feels if there was nothing to compare. Control over our own faculties and how we perceive, is only what we can change so dare not be deceived.

I feel it for people when they choose to bow out in such a way, I’m left in awe and mad confused with pretty much nothing to say. To say what I feel inside that makes me feel so wrong, and then there’s a duality that makes me feel so strong . Because I’m still here and I feel so deeply, I have an opportunity to help my community, to be of good service to share to listen, because conquering yourself in this life is a hell of a mission.

-Jus2Express